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hoppusses? hoppii? [Fri/Feb/2006 at 10:01am]
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[Mon/Feb/2006 at 5:54pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | Say Anything ]

When I watch you
wanna do you, right where you're standing. yeah.
Right on the foyer, on this dark day, right in plain view
...oh, yeah...










P.S
the Romantic
Test finished!
you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.


"I am unique"



Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.



How to Get Along with Me



  • Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.

  • Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value
    myself.

  • Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.

  • Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy,
    I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.

  • Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!


What I Like About Being a Four


  • my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep
    level

  • my ability to establish warm connections with people

  • admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life

  • my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor

  • being unique and being seen as unique by others

  • having aesthetic sensibilities

  • being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me




What's Hard About Being a Four


  • experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair

  • feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved

  • feeling guilty when I disappoint people

  • feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me

  • expecting too much from myself and life

  • fearing being abandoned


  • obsessing over resentments

  • longing for what I don't have



Fours as Children Often


  • have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in
    original game
    s

  • are very sensitive

  • feel that they don't fit in

  • believe they are missing something that other people have


  • attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.

  • become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood

  • feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents'
    divorce)



Fours as Parents


  • help their children become who they really are

  • support their children's creativity and originality

  • are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings


  • are sometimes overly critical or overly protective

  • are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed



Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages




You are not completely happy with the result?!

You chose BY


Would you rather have chosen:

  • AY (EIGHT)
  • CY (SIX)
  • BX (NINE)
  • BZ (FIVE)



  • My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
    free online datingfree online dating
    You scored higher than 20% on ABC
    free online datingfree online dating
    You scored higher than 57% on XYZ
    Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

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    [Sun/Feb/2006 at 5:49pm]
    Omfg.

    I need some penis.
    Really.
    UUGGGHHHH.


    I don't mean in a gross way.
    Geeez.
    HAHA.
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    [Fri/Feb/2006 at 11:26am]
    [ mood | contemplative ]
    [ music | The spill Canvas ]

    So.
    Not much is new.
    Yesterday, Hung out with Bridge&Tiff.
    Then Bridge came over and we watched Cry Wolf.
    It was pretty good.
    Patti was supposed to sleep over...
    But that didn't work out.
    It never does.
    :(

    Besides that...
    Uh, the new Ava site was launched.
    :)
    I <3 them.
    BUUUTTT I think I have to admit...
    At the moment...
    I am REALLY loving Mark.
    I mean, I love Tom....
    But Mark keeps comming out with these supper funny blogs and stuff.
    Hes so cute and funny.
    &&&Tom is so serious, and looking kinda old.
    Dont get me wrong, I love Tom and think he is still the sexxiest man ever.

    I'm gonna add a "I love Mark Hoppus" section to my myspace.
    "hoppuses! or is it hoppusses? hoppii?"
    AHAHAHAHA.
    If you read it...You know what I'm talking about.
    &You're laughing, like me.
    :)

    I've been doing good with the staying happy thing.
    But I'm started to get a little, "I suck" lately.
    Like, more than usual. HAHA.
    But, whatever.
    "I got ggaaassss!"
    HAHAH. I miss the old Tom.

    Its officially 5 days til one year :(

    OOOHHH!!!!
    I had a dream I got tattoos.
    &it was the blink smiley on both wrists.
    &Its was f'n awesome. HAHA.

    So, life is still pretty good.
    But I still feel like I'm missing something.
    I need something.....new.
    I need a change.
    I need something that'll...I donno.
    Keep me excited.
    I dont know what I'm talking about.

    HAHAH.
    Crazy lady.

    Well, no one really cares....
    Infact, why do I even update this?
    HAHA
    Who knows.

    -Jessika DeLonge

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    [Tue/Feb/2006 at 10:12am]
    So it's valentines day!
    And you know what?
    I must say, despite the fact I am single, this day is great.
    Although, of course I'd love to have some "penis"....I'm doing fine.
    As Patti says though, I need to get laid. HAHAH.
    But, I'm not gonna let some dumb holiday tell me I suck cause I have no boyfriend.
    I have people that really love me.
    I think I'm okay with how things are right now.
    I'm happy.

    I get my Panic! t-shirt from my mom today. :)
    And Tiffy has a surprize for me after school.
    Shes the only person who's doing anything for me.
    &&The only person I actually got anything for.
    She deserves the world. She treats me sooo good.
    I don't deserve it.

    Well, I guess thats all I have to say for now.
    I can't wait till school is over!
    I'm craving tuna real bad.
    HAHAHA.

    I LOVE YOU ALL.
    HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
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